Thursday, June 25, 2009

Updates on Luke


This has been an emotional journey for me. Luke is doing really well and hopefully can come home soon. He has to eat a full 24 hours without the feeding tube and we can come home. He is a little fighter. The other night he decided that he had enough of the oxygen tubes in his nose. He pulled the tabs holding the oxygen completely off. He ended up holding his own stats, so they left it off. They told me not to get my hopes up he could end up back on it. Let's just say I got my hopes up. By that night he was back on. They told me it would be one step forward, two steps back. We are getting closer. He is eating really well and gaining weight. He is now at 4 lbs. 10 oz. Such a big boy. This little boy just melts my heart and brings tears to my eyes. The tears aren't hard to come by these days. Poor Jeff is having to deal with my emotions. Some days are better than others. I am ready for this little boy to come home. Thanks for all your prayers and love. They are what get me through.

Monday, June 22, 2009

Happy Father's Day!

I know I am a little late, but I want those special men in my life to know how much I love them. We spent poor Jeff's Father's day in the hospital. I can't even begin to tell you how great my main man is. He is the greatest dad. He is so patient and loving. He has been my rock through this whole crazy time. He has been so understanding as I have gone to the hospital to feed Luke. I know he wants to be with his son, but lets me go. I love this man more than I will ever be able to tell him.
As far as Luke goes, he is a fighter. He is back up to his birth weight which is great. He is eating for me about 5 minutes and then he is exhausted. This is one of the hardest things I have had to do. I just want my baby home. I appreciate everyones love, support and prayers. They are felt daily. Jeff with all the kids on Father's day!

Our first family photo!


Does he not just melt your heart!

Friday, June 19, 2009

Luke has arrived!

We have been a little crazy here at our house. Everything happened so fast. Please bear with me as I try and document for our family all that has happened. On June 11th, I went to my my Dr. Appt. as normal and found out that I had lost 2 weeks in size. A little alarmed, my dr. sent us in for an ultrasound and stress test. SO Jeff and I headed to the hospital. The little guy looked okay, but was measuring a little small. His stress test was okay so they sent us home. I got a call from Dr . the next day telling me that he wanted me to see a pareantologist. That made me a little nervous. So after getting all the girls off to girls camp Monday morning , Jeff and I headed back to the hospital to see the specialist. Come to find out, our little guy was just not growing. He abdomine was measuring very small. They call it IURG. So, she nicely looked at us and told us we needed to get the baby out. He was better out here than inside me. I was crying and worried to death. Jeff and I ran home and got some things together and back to the hospital we went. By 6:30pm they had me all ready to go. I got my spinal and they let Jeff in. By 7:00 pm our little guy was born. He came out screaming.
Jeff went with him while they stitched me up. Luke Jeffrey was here. He weighed in at 4 lbs. 8 oz. and was 15 inches long. They took him down to the nursery where he ended up needed some help breathing. He ended up with a c-pap on and the littlest iv I have ever seen. Jeff came back upstairs and said he was beautiful. Because of the c-sections I was not able to see my baby until 2:00 am. He was a site for my heart. We were not able to hold him and my arms just ached for him. I felt so helpless as my little boy just lay there. By the next day, he was doing great and they even removed the oxygen and took out he Iv. They started his feedings with a tube down his nose. Well that was too stressful for him. They ended up with iv back in and oxygen in his nose. They told us to expect 1 step forward and 2 steps back. He is doing great. I was released today and felt helpless as I left without my baby. It broke my heart. I hate that he is there and I am home. Soon enough. We went for his feeding tonight and they removed his Iv and he is looking great. I love that when I hold him, he totally calms down. His respitory rates go down. He know that we are there. We don't know when he will get to come home, but he is doing great. Please keep him in your prayers. I am so thankful that he is here. Luke Jeffrey Rasmussen

This is Luke on his C- pap. I will try to post more pictures later. My computer wouldn't let me do more.